WO SHI LIAN LE~~



on my sad 21st birthday.



But everything ended well. No quarrels at all. We just ended everything so perfectly.

Different thinking, different interests and few common friends. There is nothing similar about us except one. We are too similar in our character as we kept everything to ourselves. We are really bad in expressing which we shouldnt be similar.


Perhaps the pace is too fast for us. We shouldnt start this r/s so quickly.


I went up his house for the first time yesterday. He got a cute mum. She pasted "No smoking" signs with her own handwriting on his room wall. So that everyday he wake up in the morning he would see it first and not smoke. Not only that, she put up motivational quotes and posters as well. Haha I was thinking if he is really that jiak lak that he needs all these to remind himself daily. But i find it cute tho. lol


He was quite badly wounded on his left leg and arm from the bike accident. Then his mum helped to clean his wound with blue solution and boiled egg while nagging him on his carelessness. I was prepared to scold him first when i sees him. But when i saw his injuries i couldnt start at all.


His mum went back to her room, leaving only the two of us in the living room. I thought it was pretty a good chance to talk to him. But again, i got stucked.


Started off with stupid topics talking abt his house size, balcony and everything. Then followed by a long and awkward silence. stared at the tv n pretended normal. deep inside, we knew that we have something to say. My chest was really really tight!


I couldnt take it and asked, do you find both of us weird?


and he answered, hmm..i find that too.



walau i continue like that.



i really feel like fainting man as i thought he would haf added somethin on. and because of tht, the topic was being dragged away by me as i continued smth to cover the awkward-ness.


another long long silence before i really cannot take it. i told him str, i wanna go home. and i think i surprised him.


It was really hard to talk to him face to face and i decided to say everything in msn. I finally unload the big stone within me and tell him that we should take things slowly and we need time to think thru. Perhaps the crush we have for each other is too strong from the start that we rush the r/s in.


We be good friends is the ending. Mutual agreement from both of us.

haha not many we took la.. but as promised, i let u guys see the photos!

No worries friends I'm really fine. I'm well-prepared for this even before i decided to step into this r/s. I have to say, i am really fortunate to have my zhou peng gou you around me during my down-est times.

oh my mum also bought me titus watch leh! haha was given a shocked when she passed me the present cuz it is the same black city chain bag. then when i looked inside it is the same wrapping pattern only different design. and i unwrapped the wrapper it is the same ivory titus box. at that moment i almost wanted to call ah yeow to ask her trade the watch with me. but luckily the watch is of a different design. haa

Had received many wishes from my company too, my dept bought me mayday concert tix. haha.. but they ask me to buy the tix myself and claim e money from them. lol

oh btw thanks qiutin for the wishes! my r/s didnt go well tho u wished that for me but it's gonna be fine for me=D help me tell qiudan that she oso pretty. LOL!

He pretended not knowing when in fact linda had told him. I duno why is there a need for him to pretend.

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