plain me

Monday, March 26, 2007

说了第一个谎，要用更多的谎来圜第一个谎

人生就是有很多转角，前方没有路，为何不转角，让自己有更好的选择

- Corner* with love

Meaningful quotes isn't it?

Hospital opens at 12:40 PM

Wednesday, March 21, 2007

Yes. I am now in the educational line... haha ok la, juz to make it sound better.

TADA! IM A TUTOR! The kids call me TEACHER now. I can't believe it too. I did the two most shocking things during my vacation.

No. 1: I became a facilitator for pri sch camp
No.2: I become a TUTOR.

WOOoHooo! I know the job title doesnt suit me, or rather i should say, my character. But I don't care! haha! I juz wanna be a teacher, at least try for once. Im so excited! Ppl calling me teacher, asking me classwork, marking papers... so cool. haa.. tho sometimes handling kids is troublesome. esp when u r busy w something and dey keep askin u questions... really feel like hitting their heads against the tables. yea.. tts hw violent i can be. haa jk

Marking the papers is crazy.. 10 piles of worksheets, 4 or 5 cm thick to mark. No time to stop for a 5 secs short break, no time to check your hp, no time to check time. But I like it, maybe for the time being la... haha... cuz time really passes v fast when working.

O ya, im known as L! haha dun misunderstood, i didnt give this name myself.. it was the boss. Normally when ppl ask you for ur initials you will say the first letter of ur name rite? But she use the first letter of my surname. haha! so kuku la.. But i like it! woo.. L... so deathnote...

Hmmm.. shd i set my next goal? Perhaps become a pri or sec teacher in schools? haha...oh, mayb a lecturer in future?

Hospital opens at 12:29 AM

Friday, March 16, 2007

Im back! haha..

Haf been away for camp during the past 3 days at Methodist Girls School. My conclusion from this camp - Kids are really noisy. They are like a bunch of small devils, giving you nightmare every single day and night. In the day they will surround you and asking you questions like " how old are you? Whr you study? Cher you see, I have nice handwritting!" Then in the night they will purposely walk pass our "rooms"(which is classroom) and made loud comments like " hey look! The trainers are still sleeping! heehehehhehe!" and then walk away. They woke the other trainers up la... haha..me and huimin were sleeping like pigs, didnt knw abt tt until the other trainers told us in the morning.

First day in the camp is quite sian la... alot of discussions which we need to facilitate with them. Topics like why do you want to become a leader? What are your weaknesses? What are the challenges you have faced? How to improve... and blah blah blah.... and its like damn diff to facilitate la.. dey got distracted so easily and move you out of topics to playing games.. haha.. but overall quite fun la.. since I also duno what to say. And i kay sia kay siao "hun" over by saying " actually the objective of me playing this game w you is to let u understand e importance of communication" haha! and tts how i got thru every discussions...

I must say huimin really can handle kids v well. She is the most popular trainer among all and the kids love her. haha.. everywhr she go sure got girls surround her. For me leh? I kena bullied! haha.. they gave me names like jiao jiao, xiang jiao, jiao jiao auntie..... omg y are dey like my frens? haha.. and dey decided to call me jiao jiao. How dey ask me permission to go toilet? they will say" jiao jiao, can i go to the toilet?" I was like "ah? oh... ok....haha...

But ok la.. some of them are adorable.. tho v fan but dey are in the happiest stage of their life.. can laugh, play, shout, run ard.... no worries.. hmm.. if i can turn back time i will want to become a xiao hai zi too! haha!

Hospital opens at 9:47 AM

Sunday, March 11, 2007

Read this, outsider.

That was a clever move of you, to delete me away from your fren list. Tt goes to show tt u r guilty.

Well, Im not afraid to hide my blog away from you. Moreover, Im gg to dedicate this entry specially for you.

I am wondering why a 22 year old girl, or rather i should say, woman, can be so immature.

Childish of you to think that we will nv read your blog
Childish of you to scold us using vulgarities in your blog
Childish of you to think that what's not yours is yours
Childish of you not to know ur manners at this age
Childish of you to think of suicide so often
Childish of you to be so insensitive

I do not understand why you need to involve my family in your blog content. My mum irresponsible? Let me get this clear, the house is not yours. What i read is, u r thinking tt the house is yours. The family has provided shelter for u to live in and a lending shoulder for u to cry. What else do u still want? Don't forget tt u r just an outsider. Please be grateful.

I thought that you r a nice lady when i juz met you. I thought that you r a hardworking gal. I thought that you r someone who can control my brother and lead him to good way. But you make these impressions fake. What haf u done the past few mths? Eat? Play? Sleep? Do you think that u haf the right to say abt my bro or us? At least my bro has a job now and has started working. What abt you? How long haf u not been working? I know u will say "im still looking wat... haf been gg online to send my resume but no replies wat..." I will say these are just excuses.

Let me tell you, there is no free lunch in this world.

We haf given u heavy hint but u pretented not to hear anything. I really hope that u can take the initiative to think for the family, its not tt we r treating u like an enemy. Just tt it is not right for a girl to stay in a guy's hse. And also, u haf ur own family. Please, do think of them and go back to them. Anyway, how can you easily believe in every sweet nth tt a guy has told u? Please... Please... and PLEASE love yourself. Hurting urself is not a way out. Your mum took a hard time to give birth to u... learn to protect urself.

That's all i wanna say. If u ever read this i hope tt u will be enlightened a bit k... and also think abt wat u suppose to do next.

Don't tell me tt u still don't get it.

Hospital opens at 1:51 PM

Thursday, March 08, 2007

Katong shopping centre