Sunday, January 25, 2009
My company celebrated my birthday on the 24th!
was being forced to use my mouth to pick the candle. and see that hand above? my colleague tried to scare me by pushing my head towards the cake.
if you were have to notice, the cake was exactly the same as what my mum bought for me! see previous previous post.
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i went to his house again. he rolled himself with the computer chair to the door. lol
then he asked "do you want to come in?" i said, "no. i just pass you the present." thought i said wanna visit him in the first place? so stupid rite, hit my own mouth.
it was less than a minute we met and i just went off to take cab after he passed me my present. was cursing myself for being so damn stupid that i didnt really listen what the cab driver said to me.
opened up the present he gave me and found a perfume inside. haa.. we both bought the same present for each other, just of different brand.
everything ends off well again.
Hospital opens at 2:14 AM
Thursday, January 22, 2009
Celebration on 19Jan!
Went to yio chu kang house of seafood to eat crab with lin and eeling. didnt manage to take photos of the food cuz our hands are dirty after eating crab!
eeling left earlier as she has work. so left me and lin laming at the bus stop.
Lin likes this photo cuz the yellow thing sensored her *toot. wuahaha
she looks like the poster behind her!
see the arm on the right hand side? lin wanted to rush over to take with me but the shot was too fast. lol
and finally both of us tgt!
secret shot of her when she was not aware
act cute la!
she's tryin to imitate jay but obviously dun look like
21 for me!
wuahaha look so hip hop
see what lin and eeling got for me...
its a charles and keith bag! plus sake body scrub and my fav eye lashes which they put inside the bag.
Love lin and eeling lots! thanks for being my listening ear!
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Failure in relationship makes me stronger.
Got alot of useful advices from serene and sharon yesterday and some of the things they said somehow enlightened me.
hmm.. what's my thoughts for being a 21 year old adult? I feel, i have become mature.
Ya admit it was a short and fast relationship. But i feel its really an experience for me.
haha last time i used to tease huixin that she mei gu qi cuz she always initate. Now i know the feeling cuz the same thing happened to me.
To make me feel better, i tell myself that sms-ing him first is normal as we are friends and it is normal that i show concern to his injury. haa and that made my first move!
I even offered to visit him for the second time. Then give excuse that i wanna pass him the xmas present.
I know I shoudnt be doing all these but well.. FRIENDS what...pass him present and send him regards is the norm. Right Right?? XD
Hospital opens at 1:02 PM
Tuesday, January 20, 2009
my family bought me cake and celebrated with me on my birthday!
haha my brother doesnt want to take photo cuz he's nt wearing any top.
and then he's more than willing to pose!
yeah titus watch again!
and with both watches!
Hospital opens at 2:40 PM
Monday, January 19, 2009
WO SHI LIAN LE~~
on my sad 21st birthday.
But everything ended well. No quarrels at all. We just ended everything so perfectly.
Different thinking, different interests and few common friends. There is nothing similar about us except one. We are too similar in our character as we kept everything to ourselves. We are really bad in expressing which we shouldnt be similar.
Perhaps the pace is too fast for us. We shouldnt start this r/s so quickly.
I went up his house for the first time yesterday. He got a cute mum. She pasted "No smoking" signs with her own handwriting on his room wall. So that everyday he wake up in the morning he would see it first and not smoke. Not only that, she put up motivational quotes and posters as well. Haha I was thinking if he is really that jiak lak that he needs all these to remind himself daily. But i find it cute tho. lol
He was quite badly wounded on his left leg and arm from the bike accident. Then his mum helped to clean his wound with blue solution and boiled egg while nagging him on his carelessness. I was prepared to scold him first when i sees him. But when i saw his injuries i couldnt start at all.
His mum went back to her room, leaving only the two of us in the living room. I thought it was pretty a good chance to talk to him. But again, i got stucked.
Started off with stupid topics talking abt his house size, balcony and everything. Then followed by a long and awkward silence. stared at the tv n pretended normal. deep inside, we knew that we have something to say. My chest was really really tight!
I couldnt take it and asked, do you find both of us weird?
and he answered, hmm..i find that too.
walau i continue like that.
i really feel like fainting man as i thought he would haf added somethin on. and because of tht, the topic was being dragged away by me as i continued smth to cover the awkward-ness.
another long long silence before i really cannot take it. i told him str, i wanna go home. and i think i surprised him.
It was really hard to talk to him face to face and i decided to say everything in msn. I finally unload the big stone within me and tell him that we should take things slowly and we need time to think thru. Perhaps the crush we have for each other is too strong from the start that we rush the r/s in.
We be good friends is the ending. Mutual agreement from both of us.
oh and he finally sent me the photos that we took when we just got tgt. haha.. ya so kuku rite, send me after we broke.
fiddling with his hp chain and the phone.
haha not many we took la.. but as promised, i let u guys see the photos!
No worries friends I'm really fine. I'm well-prepared for this even before i decided to step into this r/s. I have to say, i am really fortunate to have my zhou peng gou you around me during my down-est times.
oh my mum also bought me titus watch leh! haha was given a shocked when she passed me the present cuz it is the same black city chain bag. then when i looked inside it is the same wrapping pattern only different design. and i unwrapped the wrapper it is the same ivory titus box. at that moment i almost wanted to call ah yeow to ask her trade the watch with me. but luckily the watch is of a different design. haa
Had received many wishes from my company too, my dept bought me mayday concert tix. haha.. but they ask me to buy the tix myself and claim e money from them. lol
oh btw thanks qiutin for the wishes! my r/s didnt go well tho u wished that for me but it's gonna be fine for me=D help me tell qiudan that she oso pretty. LOL!
He pretended not knowing when in fact linda had told him. I duno why is there a need for him to pretend.
Hospital opens at 11:53 AM
wuahaha look so hip hop
its a charles and keith bag! plus sake body scrub and my fav eye lashes which they put inside the bag. 
and with both watches!